Awakening.

There comes a time in your life when you finally get it … When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out “ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on.” And, like a child quitting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world from a new perspective.
You realize that it is time to stop hoping and waiting for something or someone to change, or for happiness safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that there aren’t always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you. Then a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.

So you begin making your way through the “reality of today” rather than holding out for the “promise of tomorrow.” You realize that much of who you are and the way you navigate through life is, in great part, a result of all the social conditioning you’ve received over the course of a lifetime. And you begin to sift through all the nonsense you were taught about.. Slowly you begin to open up to new worlds and different points of view. And you begin re-assessing and re-defining who you are and what you really believe in. And you begin to discard the doctrines you have outgrown, or should never have practised to begin with..

You accept the fact that you are not perfect ,and that not everyone will love appreciate or approve of who or what you are… and that’s OK… they are entitled to their own views and opinions. And, you come to terms with the fact that you will never be a size 5 or a “perfect 10″…. Or a perfect human being for that matter… and you stop trying to compete with the image inside your head or agonizing over how you compare. And, you take a long look at yourself in the mirror and you make a promise to give yourself the same unconditional love and support you give so freely to others. Then a sense of confidence is born of self-approval.

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Harder better, faster stronger.

Never been stronger.

Now I know what I need to be!
Anything, anyone-as long as it’s me,
No one’s allowed to see my tears again,
they’re too precious to be seen.

This life worth’s nothing, but we still fight.
Those eyes of hell and heaven showed me the Light…

I need nothing more, now I know the way,
and I’m getting wiser and stronger every day.
I look at their eyes, I see empty space.
They’re just too blind to see,
They say words they do not mean,
They do things they do not believe,
So many lies and nothing’s real.
Some may say they know it all,
But still this thing they do not know.

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My ambition, my dreams,
to travel and unravel.
The secrets of a world unseen,
by many other human beings.

I must go and discover.
But first I need to know more
I have to study and play.
Skipping all the stones of risk,
That lies on my way.
And block my path to my Destiny…

I need to see the pale white moon,
I must explore the earth
I need to learn about the “Big Bang”,
The Universe , and its birth…

 

Walk on the beach..

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A walk on the beach
The breeze on your face
Footprints in the sand
That leave not a trace
As the waves they roll in
Rhythmically lapping the shore
The power of the ocean
Hear its mighty roar

Yet calm is all around
Find your own inner peace
Earth wind, and water
Combine to release
Negative thoughts
Washed away by the tide
Balance and harmony
Feel centred inside

Hand in hand with the elements
Dancing water at your feet
The ocean stretching before you
A horizon never to meet
A walk on the beach
A stroll on the sand
Just you and nature
Together you stand