Running from insanity

The voices around me
Are driving me insane
Empty cartons of people
Fussing about futile things
Only talking because the silence
Is unbearable; maddening.

And my mind tends to abscond away,
Far from this world that trite, bland
To the lands where the people are valiant
And the water one shade lighter
Than in this world of plain gray.

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The Nobody.

For what’s it worth,
We desperately want ourselves,
To be remembered,
To be loved,
To be beloved to somebody else.

In the end.
We are only somebody.
To somebody who really cares.
As to the rest,
We are nobody but everybody.

# Its this vicious cycle of the person you love not loving you back, but the person who is nobody, loves you like crazy!

Gone forever.

Sound smothering me like a dense cloud,

Piercing my thoughts and shattering them as glass.

Shards of memory scatter from my view,

Gone forever.

Cold emotions stealing my heart like a thief.

Silently slipping in through cracks as a rat would.

Love no longer can dwell in this space, it is

Gone forever.

Vision blurred by fits of rage and anger

The sting of mans true nature burning deep,

Hoping there is one still left untouched and not

Gone forever.

Memories

Deep within each and every one of you is the memory of times past. A time of peace and love and joy. When that was all that was. A time of complete knowledge of the connectedness of all things. A time of At-one-ness.

It is possible for you to draw on those memories now. And now is the time to do so. Many of you have diverted from your path, from your initial reason for coming into being on this plane. It is easy to do, we understand, with the heaviness and the illusion of separateness.

The truth is that you came here to learn, to serve and to better understand the workings of the universe. Take the blinders off and open your eyes so that you can better see what surrounds you. Shake your heads and clear your minds so that the knowledge you seek can better flow within you. Open your hearts so that you can feel the love that abounds. Not only from others in human form, but from all living entities here. From your plants, your trees, your furry creatures, your rocks, from Mother Earth. From everything that surrounds you.

Do you often get a sense of recognition at a time you least expect it? Do you often get a sense of longing for what, you do not know? Do you often hear a gentle voice guiding you in your daily lives? Remember, see and feel these emotions. They will help you to move back onto your path from which some of you have strayed.

Consider a child playing contentedly, who is then distracted by a shiny object. You are like that child who started on her path, but who was distracted by false promises. Return to us and to the path you came to walk. Stop, breath and remember from where you came and the course you came to travel.

We talk not of human memories, but of memories of times before your existence here upon this plane. Those memories are there, deep within each and every one of you. And when you catch a glimpse of one, you will be moved to tears. From the complete and utter simplicity of joy and love that fills that memory. Allow those memories to slowly surface. And you will better see the illusions of your ways here upon this physical plane. It is time to do so.

You are brave souls to have chosen this path. For the feeling of separateness here is more challenging than in other worlds. But this was your choice to come here. You knew it was only for a short period of time and you knew to where you would return. We applaud you for being here and support your choice. We are also your connection to your existence before and after your time here upon this plane.

Understand that this existence is only a temporary part of your journey. You have many wonderful experiences yet ahead of you and behind you. Remember who you are, and the power which is yours. Stop the self judgment, the comparisons, the worry. You are exactly where you should be at this very moment. And though the human body is fragile, you, in your true and natural form are perfect. You are light and love and joy. Tend the fragile vessel in which you live. But understand that you are far more than this vessel. You are so much greater than that.

Allow the memories to flow and you will begin to understand. You are here to learn, to love, to grow. And when you return into our arms you will say, ‘Ah, that was quite a ride!’