Music is one thing that has the most control over a persons life. One lyric and you’re enjoying yourself and the other you’re breaking down. Especially, love songs. The sad ones make you not want to ever be in love. They make the concept of love sound like the worst thing that could possibly ever happen to you. Then again, theres the happy ones. The ones that make you crave it again. That make you want someone to hold you and tell you they love you and that you’re the one that makes their day. That make you want to feel love again. It’s like an addiction. You don’t know what its like to want it until you try it for the first time. The first time you fall in love, it changes you. It makes you experience things you never thought you could possibly feel. And once it breaks you and you fall out of it, sooner or later, you wan’t it again, you want the security and the comfort love brings. You want the love. And now, you will not settle for anything less. Because you cant bear to take any more heartbreak.
“Just because you miss someone, doesn’t mean you need them back in your life. Missing is just a part of moving on…”
That’s a good question. As I listen to my music when I’m alone– my mind wonders elsewhere. That’s….normal for virtually everyone. So what’s holding me back from moving on? What I think it is, (that I’ve come to realise), is that I dwell….And once I start dwelling, it becomes a step-backwards because it’s hard to accept. Despite the fact that I am over the person, I haven’t accepted the fact that that’s what had happened to me. I always get flabbergasted at the thought of what happened…. and silly me, blames herself.
The position or state of being engrossed in a memory of the past. To live in a certain situation. Isolated as a lingerer, and subjectively proven to be difficult to get out of. That’s what I tend to do when I’m in my own world. Remembering the past. Going through what happened. What could’ve happened. What didn’t happen. And what was hoped to happen. Once you get into that state of mind, all hell breaks loose.
Negativity comes to play. Doubt. Confusion. Anger. This puts you in a position difficult to accept.
The attitude of identifying the situation and acknowledging it despite whether it was wrong or right, bad or good. That’s something that will indeed take me to the next step of moving on.
So what have I done so far to help fuel my confidence to move on?
I’ve removed all record of photos and archived to a space where I wouldn’t access. I’ve started meeting new people, hanging out with new friends, trying to keep myself busy and what not. So far so good?
In a nutshell, yes. Outside the nutshell in essence, makes me vulnerable. The unknown world of dwelling and absence of acceptance.
But the hardest thing to erase, is the memory itself. Actually, I don’t think it can be erased. A memory is a memory. If I was a computer I’d reformat myself. But it just doesn’t work that way lol.
So really, acceptance is the key. That then becomes the pinnacle moment of who I will become. In the end, it really is all down to me! I can either accept myself with a negative or positive attitude, or accept the reality of this world. And what’s that reality? Well, lets look into that another day…
Deep within each and every one of you is the memory of times past. A time of peace and love and joy. When that was all that was. A time of complete knowledge of the connectedness of all things. A time of At-one-ness.
It is possible for you to draw on those memories now. And now is the time to do so. Many of you have diverted from your path, from your initial reason for coming into being on this plane. It is easy to do, we understand, with the heaviness and the illusion of separateness.
The truth is that you came here to learn, to serve and to better understand the workings of the universe. Take the blinders off and open your eyes so that you can better see what surrounds you. Shake your heads and clear your minds so that the knowledge you seek can better flow within you. Open your hearts so that you can feel the love that abounds. Not only from others in human form, but from all living entities here. From your plants, your trees, your furry creatures, your rocks, from Mother Earth. From everything that surrounds you.
Do you often get a sense of recognition at a time you least expect it? Do you often get a sense of longing for what, you do not know? Do you often hear a gentle voice guiding you in your daily lives? Remember, see and feel these emotions. They will help you to move back onto your path from which some of you have strayed.
Consider a child playing contentedly, who is then distracted by a shiny object. You are like that child who started on her path, but who was distracted by false promises. Return to us and to the path you came to walk. Stop, breath and remember from where you came and the course you came to travel.
We talk not of human memories, but of memories of times before your existence here upon this plane. Those memories are there, deep within each and every one of you. And when you catch a glimpse of one, you will be moved to tears. From the complete and utter simplicity of joy and love that fills that memory. Allow those memories to slowly surface. And you will better see the illusions of your ways here upon this physical plane. It is time to do so.
You are brave souls to have chosen this path. For the feeling of separateness here is more challenging than in other worlds. But this was your choice to come here. You knew it was only for a short period of time and you knew to where you would return. We applaud you for being here and support your choice. We are also your connection to your existence before and after your time here upon this plane.
Understand that this existence is only a temporary part of your journey. You have many wonderful experiences yet ahead of you and behind you. Remember who you are, and the power which is yours. Stop the self judgment, the comparisons, the worry. You are exactly where you should be at this very moment. And though the human body is fragile, you, in your true and natural form are perfect. You are light and love and joy. Tend the fragile vessel in which you live. But understand that you are far more than this vessel. You are so much greater than that.
Allow the memories to flow and you will begin to understand. You are here to learn, to love, to grow. And when you return into our arms you will say, ‘Ah, that was quite a ride!’
Dreams, just a delusion, just an illusion… They’re nothing.
People dream of fairy tales like Cinderella, Red Riding Hood that always end up saying- “lived happily there after”.
But life, miles away from the land of fantasy…
Not a bed of roses! Comes up with many problems & difficulties, which we have to face, face them boldly. Happily, without any sheds of tears…
People wish life was a movie, where everything happened the way you want… “At a perfect time, perfect way.”
But still dreamt if they were true…
Everyone attain some or the other dream! Dreams related to success, related to family, related to future, when some related to love…
In a way- Related to HAPPINESS.
For few it’s a dream come true,
When for few it’s just a dream- ‘still a dream’
You live it, you laugh it,
You enjoy it, you behold it,
Yes, you dream…
You make it, you dream it, you strive for it.
You dream it, you dreamt it, you dreamt it..
But there comes a day a mistake breaks it!
Everything gets over…
dreams break like broken glasses.
Leaving behind those memories, tarnished scars, tears
& that never ending pain…