mixed emotions.

This is a poem I wrote last year(don’t really remember completely), its still one of my favorite poems, (from the ones I’ve written) and I thought I would share it with you all..

inside I’m crying
outside I’m smiling
no one notices
but its hard for me to control this
when you see me walk by
it doesn’t look like it but I want to die
thoughts racing through my head
then comes the tears that I shed
how can I change
all the tears and rage
you say you understand
and all I need is a helping hand
that may be true
but first take a walk in my shoes
sadness, angers, and unbearable pain
you’ll be taking a walk full of nothing but shame
as time moves slower
my self-esteem gets lower
am I nothing to this world
or am I just a worthless teenage girl?

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15 comments on “mixed emotions.

  1. Pranjulaa says:

    I hope there are many more posts to come!! Looking forward now!! Am soo glad there finally came a start to it!! 😀

  2. anjjiii says:

    amazing!

  3. The Writer says:

    This is awesome. very touching. thanks for the like and follow.

  4. Topdip says:

    thanks 🙂

  5. beautiful and.. I felt the same at the same age.. luckly life goes on without asking and when you turn your head one day the scenery is changed. Hugs,
    Felina

  6. sachinmanan says:

    This is a little strange… especially because, i believe, teenage is the best time of life, a time when one explores… why would you feel this way?

  7. annajohn says:

    I must agree with Felina on this one, you will come out of this and you might not even realise when this happens, but one day you will realise that you are older, stronger and bolder. 🙂

  8. moodymommi says:

    I can relate and I haven’t been a teenager in a long time!

  9. raeme67 says:

    I have walked in your “shoes” take care and stay strong.

  10. Ms. Vee says:

    This is a heart-felt poem. Full of emotion, hold your head up, and be proud of yourself. We all have done things we are ashamed of. Thank you for following my blog. See you soon. Be blessed!

  11. Raja Singh says:

    very nice keep it up,,, EMOTIONS are Feelings which can be expressed thru words penned down only,,, Don’t loose this spirit,,, WORDS WILL NEVER DIE.:D

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