…but i want you to stay.

 

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Dear heart, its him…
Why him?

I over-think everything!

From how long it takes you to text back, to the song you like, to the things you do.
It worries me how much I like you,
It worries me that you don’t like me as much as I like you.

I’m losing my appetite and losing sleep.

I stay up all night thinking of perfect scenarios. And try to scrutinise every dip and curve of our good, not-so-good, bad, really bad kind of conversations.

You make me happier than I ever thought I could be,
And I’m also scared that I ever thought I could be.
It’s unreal.
Coudn’t you make it more chaotic, more bewildering?
.
.
.
Or Could you just hold my hand and tell me that everything is forever?
And be mine.?

And stop…  being confused!

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5 comments on “…but i want you to stay.

  1. poetinside says:

    Deep sentiments and love nicely presented. Nice one.

  2. Wow!!! I’ve been through this phase too…you’ve put it in words beautifully 🙂

  3. plhuyoung says:

    Ah I can totally relate to this. Beautiful words!

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