The Beautiful blogger award! Oh La La :D

Beautiful Blogger Award! 😀

Well I never, it would seem that I have been nominated for the ‘Beautiful Blogger Award’! What a lovely feeling  😀

It took me a few minutes to get me head around it, as I have never been nominated for anything before and having only started the blog but a few months ago, I was rather surprised!

Firstly a very big thanks to the lovely blog by inge for her nomination, and I urge you to sneek a peek at her blog  if you get a chance. She has some beautiful photographs and offers great interesting posts, you’ll enjoy reading.

Now I must nominate others which I feel fall under this category…. This is a little tricky as I love to look at so many, am most certainly a newbee… But here goes…

1)    Roohbarooh

2)   Gray Poet

3) Diary of a want to be blogger

4) Empire of epiphany

5) It is just Mille

6) Snowgood

7) Wilhelmina Upton

8)  Glocal Outlook

9) Hey Bud Blogger

10) Hodgepodge 4 the soul

11) Taste of life by Sabi

12) Sini Siambalis

13) Wheel mummy

14) Nifti’s Book

15) My own piece

Now get yourself a cup of tea and look at these lovely blogs…. (actually you might need a pot of tea)  😉

Hmmm.. So  it would seem that the rules (mentioned below)… state that I must now write seven things about myself…. I am not sure I am very good at such things… however;

1) I’m turning this 16 this July 😀

2) I talk A LOT!

3) My fravourite sport is football.

4) I don’t like people who smoke.

5) Am really fond of chocolates.

6) I don’t believe in dating (Love once or never).

7) God is my everything.

Phew, that bit is over… Now to post and inform people of nominations. 😀

Rules to follow for the beautiful blogger award!

The “One Beautiful Blogger Award” has similar rules to many blogging awards.

  1. Give generous thanks to the blogger that nominated you
  2. Write Seven things about your self
  3. Make a list of 15 bloggers you admire and let them know how awesome they are! These folks are the next round of honorees for the “One Lovely Blog Award

Here’s what you have to do!

1. Include the award logo somewhere in your blog.
2. Answer these 10 questions, below, for fun if you want to.
3. Nominate 10 to 12 blogs you enjoy. Or you pick the number.
4. Pay the love forward: Provide your nominee’s link in your post and comment on their blog to let them know they’ve been included and invited to participate.
5. Pay the love back with gratitude and a link to the blogger(s) who nominated you.
The Questions: 
1. What is your favorite colour?
2. What is your favorite animal?
 3. What is your favorite non-alcoholic drink?
4. Do you prefer Facebook or Twitter?
 5. What is your favorite pattern?
6. Do you prefer giving or getting presents?
7. What is your favorite number?
8. What is your favorite day of the week?
9. What is your favorite flower?
10. What’s your passion?

Gone forever.

Sound smothering me like a dense cloud,

Piercing my thoughts and shattering them as glass.

Shards of memory scatter from my view,

Gone forever.

Cold emotions stealing my heart like a thief.

Silently slipping in through cracks as a rat would.

Love no longer can dwell in this space, it is

Gone forever.

Vision blurred by fits of rage and anger

The sting of mans true nature burning deep,

Hoping there is one still left untouched and not

Gone forever.

Impressions from a changing soul.

Time passes over my mind, listening to a million voices instead than mine.

ME and I. I and ME

I’m waiting for the moment that will set us free.

I know my past, my scars and my soul

but my voice stuck, can’t come out of my throat

Dense in my emptiness- I witness the present

lost in my weakness

sliding into confusion.

Where’s my will, where’s my SELF.

I’ve lost my consciousness, I’m traveling blind.

Searching in others what I wish to be mine

Exploiting or exploited, doesn’t matter where you stand it’s what’s in your mind.

That makes you take a stand, but when you’re left alone with your own thoughts,  you wish I was you and you were me.

Waiting for the moment that will set us free.

Courage and fears taken by the hand, will led us to change this land.

For the million have fought for they’re in us.

And now it’s our turn, against greedy ghosts with no return.

{Oh Souls}

Give us strength to look inside.

Find there’s no reason to be terrified energies surround us and won’t stop to be, we’re just little things that have come to see.

What is around us by mirrors, it’s not reality what we’re in, we construct and destroy like toddlers with legos our universe is only our ego.

I want my mind to find another way to understand what took us away from each other, from nature and the world.

Breaking the glass, opening windows, see the world as big as my heart we are one but we wont be until the moment we let OUR SOULS free.

Our souls free…

Nothing to see here.

I’m actually being literal, I know. “Nothing to see here”. But I’m just in that mode again, the unstable state of mind of where I am in life. It’s not about what happened to me. More like, ‘who am I, really?’ kind of mind.

Surrounded by all that I pleased
I sat facing the sea,
Wind swept through me,
Leaving so much to be…
Thoughts tumbled in my mind when life was busy playing its part.
Thinking that time flies,
It was already seven from five.
Days are just passing so quickly,
You don’t even come to know and it’s another morning lately…

Exactly a year ago same time, same place I was with the one I thought I’d spent my life with & today I don’t exist for that “so to be very special kith”. Life has changed drastically all this while.
Thinking about all that gives me a ride. So many promises broken, so many memories left to be cherished… deep in my heart locked in a corner.

Trying to be so happy and cheerful outside, I was that girl in my own little world of thoughts. Trying to find my own identity in this busy world. I came across this thought(in punjabi) which cleared every doubt leaving behind that satisfaction, long awaited.

” Teri kismat da likha tere to koi kho nai sakda, Je usdi meher hove te tenu o v mil jae, jo tera ho nai sakda”

This means, nobody can change what you have in your destiny, in god’s grace, you get even what is not in your share. Believe in him and the impossible can also be possible.

All the thoughts which tumbled through all day long came to an end, as I decided not to think over all this again. I know gods with me and maybe this was a message from him. With a positive thought I start my day, hoping there’s everything good all way.
Its a new start, a new beginning. 🙂

I am the voice.

I am the voice in the wind…
I am the voice calling to you…
I am the voice fading away…
I am the voice screaming-whispers…
I am the voice misunderstood…
I am the voice, bruised torn fading away… I am the voice singing as I walk to gallows…
I am the voice screaming your name…
I am the voice laughing, rope against skin… I am the voice, rope wound tight…
I am the voice silent, hair on face…
I am the voice lingering on afterwards, hanging lost-soul…
I am the voice, helping flames dance…
I am the voice gone, one without a name…
I am the voice, never to be erased.

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Looks can be deceptive.


She has secrets you’ll never know/understand,
She appears so strong on the outside, but inside her world is spinning upside down,
She’s smiling on the outside, but she’s crying and breaking down in her inner world.
She appears so happy but cries when alone.
She knows not to get her hopes up as they always come crashing down.
She’s heard it all before & felt it all, she’s experienced more than her fair share..

One touch & she’ll flinch.
One harsh word & she’ll cry.
One bad moment & she’ll break.

 She trusts no one because the people she has, lie & betray her so for now she’ll keep to herself & pretend everything is fine, when actually everything’s wrong…